Rindu yang terlalu sakit.

When you are starting to miss someone, you will remember everything abt them. All the memories will be shown up. That was the saddest moment.

Yes, i miss someone right now. I miss to talk to him. Want to share everything to him. I miss to chat with him until dawn. Chatting abt something funny, abt ourself, our life, our surrounding and everything. I miss his voice especially when he sing a song to me. Masyaallah so nice 💔 at that time, i was so totally grateful because i met him even though not in reality only in social media but his characters, attitude made me thinks that he is the one. Umpama macam doa aku selama ni dah makbul. Fuhh

But, everything change after we had split after spm just because of stupid reasons and i cant accept that. But i dont mind. Maybe Allah sent him to me just to remind me, tak semestinya orang yang kita sayang, yg kita rasa yakin yang dia akan jadi milik kita one day, he will be yours. When Allah said no, it's no. Allah showed me his true colours. What he did behind me and everything. When something happen like this, Allah helps me to find myself back, to find Allah back. I was too love someone until i forgot Allah. Astaghfirullah. 💔

Thank you Allah for reminds me. Aku sedar kalau aku masih bersama dia mungkin aku akan terus hanyut tiada pengakhiran. Allah tinggalkan sedikit kenangan untuk aku supaya bila aku rindu aku akan ingat balik semua memori tu. And now i realise that i have made a good choice. 💚

Pengalaman mematangkan fikiran. Perkara yang lepas jadikan tauladan dan jangan sesekali ulangi kesilapan yang sama. Berubah ke arah yang lebih baik Insyaallah. 😊🌹

Jangan pernah putus asa untuk mencari dan berdoa kerana Allah pasti akan perkenankan suatu hari nanti. Yang penting usaha doa tawakkal 💌

Bestfriend Emotion.

Assalamualaikum and gdnight everyone. Alhamdulillah diberi kesempatan lagi utk menulis malam ni. Now tengah cuti sem and i have a lot of time to write a story hehe lav it! 💚

Tonight special sikit sebab i will boldly share about my friends emotion and feelings toward me. Stay tune 🔥

Okay first : read this conversation carefully

Okay, this was on his 19th birthday and i was asking him what plan will he do in future and there he go. Just out of the blue he said something that i was definitely being shocked! I didnt see that coming, serious talk. But i'm pretty sure that he is truly sincere with his own feelings. Because? I can feel his feelings toward his writing. Be honest, i didnt expect that he will say like that cause i just think that we're just friends. I'm no longer accept anyone as my boyfriend or best boyfriend except him HAHAHA i dont know why. Maybe cause we're know each other for 15 years already. Yaa quite long time huh 😂 sangat jarang nampak dia cakap benda2 pasal kawen sampai macam ni sekali. Aku terharu sebenarnya bila dia ada niat, ada hasrat utk jadikan aku milik dia. Alhamdulillah. Cuma yang buat aku takut, kitorg mungkin takde jodoh mungkin ada jodoh. Wallahualam. Who knows Allah plans right? But, aku fikir positif je. Kalau ada jodoh. Alhamdulillah. Kalau takde, kitorg tetap akan jadi kawan baik sampai bila2. Kan dil? 💌

Okay next story! Hehe 

This was when i upload my picture with my new male friend and after only a few seconds he suddenly reply my ws status and said " dah ada calon ke?" Hahaha ayat perli 😂 then we were chatting abt my picture and dengan sengaja aku tanya "kau jeles ke?" And jawapan dia "tak jeles pun". Alah ingat aku stupid haha aku tau dia jealous 😂 first time aku dapat tau dia jealous macam mana oh god ! Why selama aku couple ngan dia tak pernah tgk dia macam tu hahaha. Bila tengok balik chat tu i was like " wehh cute nya dia jealous .. tapi menyakitkan hati " Hahahahaa sorry dil aku terpaksa jujur 😂😂😂  but now aku dah tau la tahap jealous dia cemana hahaha quite okay2 jela masih boleh dikawal dan dipujuk alahh 😂 

Every moment kitorg chat yg paling aku ingat adalah 2 conversation kat atas tu. Manis, pahit, and kelakar hahaha😂😅 pls dont be such a cute person kalau jealous weh even kalau kau post ganbar dgn perempuan pon aku tkdela teruk sangat jelesnya macam kau dil hahaha. Whatever it takes, dont take me for granted okay sayang 😊😗 

Aku selalu doa kalau kita ada jodoh, one day mesti Allah akan satukan kita cuma cepat atau lambat je. Ready tak ready je haa gitu 😂 apapon, benda paling penting focus on your life first. Kerja dulu, enjoy your new life as adults. Bila dah kawen nanti everything will be totally change. You will have a heavy responsibilities to take. Be serious in this matter. 

Be honest, aku rasa terharu bila ada orang yg betul2 sayang aku. Umpama kata2 aku selama ni dah jadi kenyataan. Aku nak orang yg sayangkan aku lebih drpd aku sayangkan org tu. Insyaallah ada jodoh adalah. Doa baik2 cakap yg baik2. May both of us will stay forever maybe as husband and wife or just bestfriends until our last breath. Nothing much to say. Thank you for sharing your love with me even though we're not couples. I will not forget every single words that you said to me in our conversations. Iloveyou dil 💌💚 

Sincerly, from your bestfriend🌹